When I grow up I want to have a happy family; "normal" kids; good satisfying job with decent pay; and friends that don't move out of the state or vice versa. I always wanted to be able to do the things the JONES' did and had. But after looking into their souls and frank discussions about money matters, I realized they had less than me. BOY WAS I SILLY.

I realized that if I wanted better things I needed to work harder and yes kiss a little ass every now and then. (But I could never find the CROWN.) I did come to the conclusion, you are who you are and you better make the best of it. You can't blame where you are on anyone, your parents, friends, enemies or the JONES'. Just you.

I know I'll find my niche because I will not stop trying. Will I make my often-looked-for millions, maybe not, but I'll have as much fun as I can trying. Yes I have my plans all laid out if I win the lottery. You must think I'm a sucker---not really I will always have a dream even if it's not within my reach.

I think this is enough for now....more later when I really know what I want to be when I grow-up.